THE LORD WANTS YOU TO SURRENDER TO HIM. HE WANTS TO WASH YOU CLEAN AND MAKE YOU WHOLE AGAIN. THERE IS NO SIN TO DIRTY FOR THE LORD AND SAVIOR TO WASH CLEAN. SURRENDER IT ALL TO GOD. YOU MUST BE BORN AGAIN. Hebrews 6:6King James Version (KJV)
6 If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame.
2 Peter 3:9King James Version (KJV)
9 The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.